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First of all, I'd like to say that if you don't have an eating disorder but wish you did and are here to find out how to develop one, please go back the way you came. Wannarexics are not welcome here. Eating disorders are not diets, they are not fads and they are not "cool". If you do have an eating disorder and find anything in this journal helpful, you're welcome to it and I wish you the best. I am here to support others with their disorders and to be supported myself, it's our bodies and we make our own choices. Always remember, you are BEAUTIFUL and you are LOVED! <3 "What I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that though I do not know you and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you." -Valerie, V for Vendetta

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Gross

Well, I feel disgusting right now, mostly because of a lack of sleep. My eyes are burning, I have a headache from hell, I'm nauseous and I almost just want to go back to sleep.

Raisin Bran - 320
15 Black Olives - 75
Grilled Chicken Breast - 130
Diet Coke - 0
2 Liters of Water - 0


I ate a little more than I meant to today, I was doing good up until I had a plate of food for dinner shoved in my face. Luckily I was able to put most of it back when I went in the kitchen for a drink. So I ended up with a total of 525 calories. 25 calories over the limit I had set this morning. Bleh. I have some Reglan I can take for my nausea; I haven't taken any since they were prescribed for my gallbladder a while back. But I kinda like it, I sure as hell don't feel like eating anything right now, in fact, I almost feel like throwing up, hopefully it doesn't come to that.
I did manage to burn off 962 calories with exercise though, putting me at a grand total of -437 calories for the day.
I almost feel like I might even be catching a cold, I hope not, that's the last thing I need right now. I think I might go back to bed after all. Tomorrow is a new day and I might liquid fast and flush out whatever is making me sick if I don't feel any better when I wake up.

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