So, after my so amazingly successful fast, I end up binging not even two days after reintroducing food into my system. Do we see a pattern here? Yes we do. ABC isn't going to work for me this time, I read that to detox yourself from food you need to have it out of your system for at least thirty days. Six clearly wasn't enough. I'm sure I gained back every single pound I lost in my fast and that's not acceptable.
I had, I don't know how many pieces of a pizza my family ordered. See? I can't resist cravings.
At least on the good side, I'd only had an apple for breakfast and a pickle for lunch.
So, to save myself from my addiction to food, I'm going to just fast for as long as it takes to drop the weight. I think maybe 10 days of pure water, 10 days juice, then 10 days of water and finally 10 days of juice again. By then I should be getting close to my goal weight and if not, I'll have to take a break with solid food for a while and if I need to lose more I can fast again.
Good thing no one ever notices what I eat, or in this case, don't eat.
About Me
- Prismia
- First of all, I'd like to say that if you don't have an eating disorder but wish you did and are here to find out how to develop one, please go back the way you came. Wannarexics are not welcome here. Eating disorders are not diets, they are not fads and they are not "cool". If you do have an eating disorder and find anything in this journal helpful, you're welcome to it and I wish you the best. I am here to support others with their disorders and to be supported myself, it's our bodies and we make our own choices. Always remember, you are BEAUTIFUL and you are LOVED! <3 "What I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that though I do not know you and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you." -Valerie, V for Vendetta
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