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First of all, I'd like to say that if you don't have an eating disorder but wish you did and are here to find out how to develop one, please go back the way you came. Wannarexics are not welcome here. Eating disorders are not diets, they are not fads and they are not "cool". If you do have an eating disorder and find anything in this journal helpful, you're welcome to it and I wish you the best. I am here to support others with their disorders and to be supported myself, it's our bodies and we make our own choices. Always remember, you are BEAUTIFUL and you are LOVED! <3 "What I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that though I do not know you and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you." -Valerie, V for Vendetta

Thursday, April 2, 2009

ABC

So I've been thinking about how much I need to get on track, especially after that freakin cookie, so I've decided to start the ABC diet today.
Ana Boot Camp
I need to kick my weight loss back in drive. I checked my weight today and found that I've gained 2 more pounds and that's unacceptable. I feel extra fat today after seeing that. I'm such a failure. Just seeing food today is making me sick thinking about those 2 extra fucking pounds!
Sigh
Well I'll kick myself into gear with ABC, that's for sure. I'll keep my journal updated with every single calorie to make sure I stick with the diet.
I'm gonna look at lots of thinspiration and listen to thinspiring songs to rev myself up.

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