I feel so fat today, I actually ate a hotdog of all things. Not like I have much choice at the moment, there's not much food in the house till payday, I have around 10 dollars in the bank right now which needs to go to gas and catfood till I get paid. But oh well, I just wont eat anything else today, that hotdog was around 250 calories or so with the bun and all.
Sigh.
I think thats the sign that today is not going to be a good day for me. my boyfriend and I haven't been doing good lately, getting close to 8 months together and he's starting to get really cold. Not like I deserve him really but I don't want to lose him..
About Me
- Prismia
- First of all, I'd like to say that if you don't have an eating disorder but wish you did and are here to find out how to develop one, please go back the way you came. Wannarexics are not welcome here. Eating disorders are not diets, they are not fads and they are not "cool". If you do have an eating disorder and find anything in this journal helpful, you're welcome to it and I wish you the best. I am here to support others with their disorders and to be supported myself, it's our bodies and we make our own choices. Always remember, you are BEAUTIFUL and you are LOVED! <3 "What I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that though I do not know you and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you." -Valerie, V for Vendetta
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