I did so good today in fasting, normally I have some juice or something but today all I had was water. I'm quite proud of myself for that. I had zero calories today, so woo, go me! My stomach has been growling most of the day, I love that feeling, when my stomach is completely empty. I feel so good on those days when my stomach growls, feel like the pounds are just melting off with each growl, it's great, can't wait to weigh myself, but I'm gonna put it off till I wake up tomorrow, I find I lose more weight when I sleep on an empty stomach and I've been fasting for a few days now so there should be some progress. I need to come up with some kind of goal instead of just trying to lose as much as I can, that's too vague. Too tired to come up with anything right now though.
I need some calorie-free gum or something for when I'm doing things on the computer to get rid of my oral fixation. I find I want to eat the most when I'm bored playing games or chatting and I certainly don't wanna pick up smoking, screw that.
Oh well, time to sleep, it's late. Let's see how much I lost tomorrow.
About Me
- Prismia
- First of all, I'd like to say that if you don't have an eating disorder but wish you did and are here to find out how to develop one, please go back the way you came. Wannarexics are not welcome here. Eating disorders are not diets, they are not fads and they are not "cool". If you do have an eating disorder and find anything in this journal helpful, you're welcome to it and I wish you the best. I am here to support others with their disorders and to be supported myself, it's our bodies and we make our own choices. Always remember, you are BEAUTIFUL and you are LOVED! <3 "What I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that though I do not know you and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you." -Valerie, V for Vendetta
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