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First of all, I'd like to say that if you don't have an eating disorder but wish you did and are here to find out how to develop one, please go back the way you came. Wannarexics are not welcome here. Eating disorders are not diets, they are not fads and they are not "cool". If you do have an eating disorder and find anything in this journal helpful, you're welcome to it and I wish you the best. I am here to support others with their disorders and to be supported myself, it's our bodies and we make our own choices. Always remember, you are BEAUTIFUL and you are LOVED! <3 "What I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that though I do not know you and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you." -Valerie, V for Vendetta

Monday, February 1, 2010

28.7!

So it's day 6 of my fast and I am so happy today! I woke up and hopped on the scale and saw I am down to 157 lbs! Which means my BMI has gone from 32.0 down to 28.7! 10 lbs alone dropped just in these 6 days; fasting is really amazing. Now I just need to lose 21 more pounds to go from "overweight" to "normal weight" at which time I will most likely party!
I still have a long way to go to get to my goal weight, but I'm on a very fast track right now and I feel optimistic about getting there. My collarbone started peaking out too, I haven't seen it in so long, collarbones are beautiful! My ribs poke out just a little when I lay down now too and my curves are coming back! Every day I'm down 2 more pounds and every day my happiness goes a little bit higher, I can't even remember how it felt to be at 98 lbs, but I sure as fuck remember 195. I'll remember again soon though, it should only take a couple months to get down to where I want to be, assuming my weight loss doesn't plateau, but it shouldn't with fasting, I don't see how it could.
Anyways, going from obese to overweight is just so huge for me right now, I've been obese for so long and now I'm not anymore and it's like.. I feel lighter and not just in my weight. I don't feel as disgusting anymore and I feel like the sexy girl underneath this fat suit is finally clawing her way back out to the surface.
Look out bitches! I'm coming back! 

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